| my face hurt from the tears i am trying to hold back. the desire that i have has not come to its time yet and it rubs up against my heart in a passionate way. this is not a sad story but a passion that grows so.what to do with it is the question of that day? i sit here melodicly falling on each note of caroline smith and the good nights sleep wishing things would be spelled out more obvious but then where would the fun of this adventure go if everything would be so easy? I know its not Gods fault for anything that goes wrong. and sometimes its just in my head that it goes wrong cause my preconcieved ideas are askew. *i got to get my johnny horses in a line with the master* God is good forever. he allows things but our choices lead us to the positive or negative aspects of the steps we take each day. |
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| Purpose means knowing who you are in Christ and what he has done for us, then acting out our relationship and redemption by being obedient to God's will. it is the pursuit of God so He becomes the driving force, inspitration,motivation, and reason for all we do in life. that is, we devote our life, character, virtures, spiritual gifts, abilities, and call so the best can be realized in all people and situations. The meaning of life is not about career, money, or power; it is relationships and deleloping character. These are the only real things you can take with you to heaven.(PS 57, 138:7-8 Prov.19:21) The Character of Purpose. |
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| my precious neice madelyn. ""In the eyes of a child...there is joy, there is laughter... there is hope, there is trust, a chance to shape the future..."" 
I am like a falling star who has finally found her place next to another in a lovely constellation, where we will sparkle in the heavens forever.
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| This was the beautiful process of my bagel this rainy afternoon! 1... 2... 3... 4... Even though it was rainy-i had a peace just working on food and cleaning radishes. knowing that whatever my come i was loved the a wonderful God and a lovely husband!!!    
Final project: Did you notice outside the charming flowers? if not, breath and gander at the tulips!! 
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    first knowing him and i keep on falling more in LOVE
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